AIRFORCE

So today i called a recruiter to set up an appointment.

and we got through some information,

we get to the tattoo part,

and i cannot join BECAUSE I HAVE A TATTOO ON THE BACK OF MY NECK.

omg!!!

are you fucking serious?!?!

im pissed.

this is something i really wanted to do.

i was gonna try to do something with my life.

and i cant.

fuck it!

Brown eyes;;So true!

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Thinking about you

So i think everyone in my past deserves a second chance.

not at a relationship,

just a friendship..

or to just let go of all of the things that have happened.

and move on.

i don't want to hold grudges anymore.

i just want to be happy and keep doing what i can to stay happy.

i'm still single,

but i'm not looking.

my heart is still taken.

and i am mentally involved with someone, and physically.

but were not TOGETHER.

He understands how i feel, and i have explained my feelings to him.

so that's all that matters.

i don't like dishonest people,

and i wont become one.

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on another note, i have made a few new friends recently..

and reconciled with a few old ones.

=]

and i am thrilled to death.

i cant wait till i can afford to move.

i am completely sure where i want to reside.

and that my home.

in Clarksville,

its nothing special..and it sucks a lot of times..

but what place doesn't?!?!

tell me one and then we can talk.

but its where my heart is..

my family, and my friends.

<3

and that is all i want.

thanks for reading!

have a wonderful day.

Sick of being unhappy.

I just can't seem to be happy anymore i dont get it.

no matter what i do, or what i try to make myself happy...

it just doesnt work!

at all...

i give up

What would you do?

Okay. so i am single, and i am happy this way. but it seems like as soon as i get happy being single, all these great guys come out, and they tell me they like me. which is great!

But...why now? why not like a few months ago? it seems like they all came at me at one time.

and i am talking about like 10! when i am with someone guys respect me enough to leave me alone. "most of them" but when i am single and i am finally content with that..

they all hit me up at one time. lol... i mean don't get me wrong, i am happy they told me.

But i am soo confused. i have my eye set on this ONE guy, and in case your reading this.

"i told you i was mad at you for us not being able to see each other right now".

=] and i am not the type of girl to talk to like 10 guys at a time.

i will talk to them and decide who i like. then just let all the other ones know i am talking to someone. even though i am single i don't want to lead anyone on. that's just plain out MEAN.

but.. i dont know what to do.. i want to move and be with him soo bad! but...i know i need to wait. and let us get to know each other better first, and hang out...ect... that's the right thing to do! although that's hard, i just want to be with him. i ALWAYS MOVE TO FAST IN RELATIONSHIPS! and i hate it, its soo hard not to do!

-AnYwAyS-

Another subject... I am suppose to be going to Clarksville Tomorrow to pick up my piece of shit broken down car, towing it here to my house. then i don't know what were gonna do with it?

then, Saturday i am going to be in Clarksville, My friend Jarrett is coming to get me since i have NO transportation! and i will be getting drunk with him and his friends!! =] Theeeeen

Monday i have another Test. and TUESDAY, a special someone...named::Brandon is coming to get me and we are gonna have fun fun fun! at least i hope its fun! ha ha, no I'm just playing.

I'm always fun to be around! anyways i am sooooooooooo excited! then after that i don't know what i am doing. my main priorities are...FIXING MY CAR! GETTING A JOBBB! and moving! oh i am sooo ready to have my own damn place. not by myself though! I'm to scared to live alone. and i have a certain person in mind... but when we get a place together its gonna be in Knoxville, I'm sure. =] which is fine and dandy with me! AWAY from Nashville & Clarksville, is what i need! a FRESH start! wish my luck! and show me love.